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Thursday, May 19, 2016

Life has no recipe!

It was 1965, our third year exams were over, college was closed for summer holidays, and am back home from the hostel. Interestingly, that year I came a little closer to one Mr.Parthsarathy, for reasons galore: that year he stayed next to my room in the hostel, liberal in showering adjectives… importantly, used to oblige me by attempting to wake me up early in the mornings, particularly during exams.

And I still remember how often I used to accuse  him of not waking me up at the requested hour, hearing which he used to humorously taunt me: “From tomorrow onwards, I shall maintain a log book –  “at my every attempt to wake you up, I shall, marking the time, take your initial  ….  before you fall asleep.”  Funny days!

And that fun continued into holidays too, for, he introduced me to his friends’ circle that used to assemble every morning at Mr. Kesav’s residence  in  the Railway quarters. As they animatedly discussed about their current life as lecturers in different colleges, often juxtaposing it with their just bygone days in Andhra University  campus—often reminiscing about the days of easy life at AU campus with no compulsions …no timings… sitting on the bench under the tin roof of the University canteen staring at the glittering waves of the distant Bay of Bengal, of course , with a dirty but charming glass half filled with that tea in one hand … and pupping out smoke from the cigarette held in the other hand …  dreaming a glorious future in that smoke—I used to join  their gossiping freely enjoying every minute of it though initially, I was a little bit like a kind of fish out of water, perhaps, being new to them, besides being still a student…..   

There was one funny guy, Mr. George, among them looking at whom for the first time I wondered how he could be a lecturer, that too, English lecturer. Interestingly, he was a cinema buff. Proudly announces himself as the fan of Mukesh. One morning as the groups’ discussion queerly turned to films, one among them, narrating how George, walking to or from the college in  Tekkali with a gramophone record of a song from film, Sangam,  in hand ...   stopping at every street corner’s tea stall … ordering for a cut tea and passing on the disc to the boy with instructions to play it  … sipping tea ... listening to the song and in that “Nasha …”   thrill forget about the college, class, time-table … and suddenly getting up with a jerk rushing to the college … cutting a sorry face in front of the Principal …and, you know, as the conversation ran thus, he, obviously turning sulky used to withdrew  into his cocoon, though not for long.   

However, whenever the group turned to cinema-related topics, I used to be around him …always siding him… for I also had a liking for Hindi songs, etc. He too, obviously took liking to me…..And so went on many summer mornings of that year with this new found friends’ circle… and I was so elated about joining the group… till a catastrophe sucked me in one evening…

That evening I was walking along the Bose road all alone…As I reached Satyanarayana talkies center, someone from behind holding my hand tightly, stopped me at once. When I looked around, it was  Mr. George with a 45 RPM disc in the other hand. Simply dragging me towards the Tea Stall on the left side of the footpath, he ordered for One -by-two Tea, without of course listening to my resistance. Simultaneously, he caught hold of a boy collecting the empty glasses and passing on the gramophone record ordered him to play it.

I was standing in front of that tea stall squirming within me in great discomfort… for I never frequented such places… nor did I wish to be seen by any elder of the town whiling away my time in front of a tea stall, for I know how my father loathes his ward whiling away the time in a road-side tea stall. You could well visualize how tense  I was …as I was trying to ease out myself from him and walk away, but he, holding my hand firmly, started narrating how he adores Mukesh and his singing, particularly under the baton of Shankar Jaikishan, that too,  for Raj kapoor films.

As he was prattling thus,  I lost my self  …  wondering how to get away from there quickly. As I stood there with tension writ large on my face… suddenly, the speakers thrown at us the opening bars of piano played with the just precision by that great pianist Shankar of Shankar Jaikishan fame which were in turn echoed by the violins—the prelude of that pathos-laden song of Mukesh: dost dost na rahaa pyaar pyaar na rahaa / zindagi hamein teraa, aitbaar na rahaa, aitbaar na rahaa – [my] friend no longer remains a friend, [my] love no longer remains love / Life, I lost my faith in you–

Oh! My god that was from Sangam … the lyrics of Shailendra played their trick on me… I lost myself …indeed transported to a distant world…soon forgetting the tension of being watched by any known elder of the town at a tea stall,  started marveling at the lyrics so expressively being sung by Mukesh… with such heart-wrenching emotion…

The interlude is all the more beautiful….as the sounds of piano and violins dripped into each other though the violin rising beautifully up the scale…. and with no nuisance of the cacophony of any percussion instrument… only screeching violins supported by subtle piano strokes in between that cumulatively conjured up images of sea waves crashing on the rocks…

Like a lightening, the whole tense scene flashed in my mind at once: Rajendra Kumar, who just had a sip from the whiskey glass as the prelude was played, about to get the whisky glass again to the lips, but as Raj turning to him sings dost dost na raha …,  he gets tensed up and the hand remains frozen … with whiskey glass away from the lips by a few centimeters… perhaps distressed by Raj’s allegations lips tremble and nostrils twitch… and then as Raj turning to  Vyjayanthimala  and staring at her sings zindagi hamein teraa, aitbaar na rahaa, …  the already tensed up Vyjayanthimala, sitting like a gudiya (doll)  stares at Raj with eyes wide open but face frozen, perhaps quietly enduring Raj’s  accusations  … all in close up shots… close ups were so communicative that one shudders to watch the faces of Raj, Rajendra Kumar and even the otherwise beautiful face of  Vyjayanthimala … my God the scene was more tensed-up than what I underwent a while ago…    

As Mukesh picks up again after the interlude with:  Amaanatein main pyaar ki, gaya tha jisko saunp kar / vah mere dost tum hii the, tum hii to the (The one to whom I entrusted my belongings of love, My friend you were him, you only)  Jo jindagi ki raah me bane the mere hamsafar / vah mere dost tum hii the, tum hii to the (The one who had become my fellow traveler in the life’s journey , My friend you were him, you only.) Saare bhed khul gaye, raazdaar na rahaa / zindagi hamein tera aitbar na rahaa, aitbar na rahaa (All my secrets are now exposed, the secret-bearer no longer exists; Life I have lost faith in you) –

Then comes the interlude again… piano bits hitting strongly as though playing as an accompanying percussion instrument to the bowing of violin…. imparting the intended heaviness to the scene…  even otherwise, which musical instrument can accompany piano than violin to produce that melancholic effect … and who knows how many violins Shankar and Jaikishan— who are known in the industry then to assemble a big orchestra group to record their songs—might have used to get that marvelous richness and pathos… gushing out like rivulets…   pounding the listeners’ hearts heavily….

Next comes: gale lagii saham saham, bhare gale se boltii, vah tum na thii to kaun thaa? Tum hii to thii (the one who embraced me fearfully while speaking in a somber voice, If she wasn’t you , who then was she? It was only you.) … then comes the piano bits  …/ safar ki waqt me palak pe motiyon ko toltii,  vah tum na thii to kaun thaa? Tum hii to thii  (The one who shed tears of pearls at the parting hour, if it wasn’t you , who then was she? It was only you.) nashe kii raat dhal gayii ab khumaar na rahaa, / zindagi, hamee tera aaitbar na rahaaa (The night of intoxication is over, the inebriation no longer remains / Life, I have lost faith in you) dost  dost narahaa ….

As the piano finally landed, coming to senses , wondered: What a melancholic melody! Oh my god, infidelity described so subtly and so heart piercingly by Shailendra’s lyrics and Raj kapoor, pouring his heart out by singing in Mukesh’s voice: dost dost na rahaaa…   after discovering that unsigned love letter that Vijayanthimala hidden from him….and beleving that his two closest companions in life have been unfaithful to him …  while Rajendra Kumar and  Vyjayanthimala sitting close by ….  all in the living room …  sitting so close to each other that they must be listening  to the thumping of their hearts … … and Shankar’s orchestration set to rag Bhairavi—a rag that is at times preferred to pour out pathos— and picturization … in close-up shots which indeed heightened the  intensity of emotion of the scene as a whole… all put together simply reduces the spectators/listeners to tears…

Wriggling out of that tension, placing the half-filled tea glass on the table, slowly dragged my feet out of that stall on to road wondering: Is there any ‘the’ recipe for journeying through the life with élan and sophistication! 

Keywords : Sangam, Raj Kapoor, Shankar Jaikishan 


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